Object Lessons

What Sparks Poetry is a serialized feature in which we invite poets to explore experiences and ideas that spark new poems. 

In our current series, Object Lessons, we’re thinking about the relationship between the experienced and imagined world. We have asked our editors and invited poets to present one of their own poems in combination with the object that inspired it, and to meditate on the magical journey from object to poem. 
 
Each essay is accompanied by a writing prompt which we hope you will find useful in your own writing practice or in the classroom.

Amaud Jamaul Johnson on “Possum Dead”

In local news, a few weeks ago, an 18-year-old woman was set on fire. Althea Bernstein was driving home, and a car pulled up next to her. She said there were four men, that they looked like “frat boys.” Two of them were wearing “floral shirts” and two were wearing all black. They were masked. She didn’t notice them at first, and then someone directed a racial slur at her, and then she felt a spray of liquid on the left side of her face, then someone tossed a lighter through her window. She suffered second and third degree burns on her face and neck.  

The world feels unbearable. I’m not sure what’s on the other side of rage, but I know this feeling is unsustainable. I can’t watch TV, I can’t read the news, I can barely scan social media without slipping deeper into a depression. I know there isn’t anything unique about the cruelty we’re witnessing, or the string of events that sparked Black Lives Matter protests across the country. Maybe I’ve changed, or I’m just tired, but I can’t shake my disappointment that our oldest demons, racism, sexism and classism, continue to tear at the fabric of our national identity. 

This pandemic has forced us to contemplate our mortality. We’ve become acutely aware of our vulnerabilities. Since we’re facing an unknown future, when I’m not panicking or binge-eating ice cream, I suffer from fits of nostalgia. I was walking past my neighbors’ BLM signs, thinking about what makes a life a life. So much is invested in our individual stories, our accomplishments, the places we’ve travelled, people we’ve loved and lost. The older I get, the more I cling desperately to the past. My home is populated with little trinkets, what people call “tchotchkes.” Our ephemera. Keychains and paper weights, a compass, a stone, a seashell, an old pocket watch, items I believe if I hold them long enough, test their weight, rub them, I can call back the memories buried, that I can hear my grandfather’s voice again or smell the Pacific Ocean, I can remember the sunlight in Italy, or how it felt to be 18. 

I’m not that old, but I’ve lived long enough to know that the lion’s share of my life is behind me. I know there are relationships I can’t hold on to, and places I can’t return to. I’m just beginning to see “real time,” the arc of almost half a century, and how the generational waves, both violent and beautiful, define our species. Yes, the news is shocking, but nothing is unprecedented. 

 Writing the poem, “Possum Dead,” I was thinking about the murder of James Byrd, Jr. in Jasper, Texas in 1998. He was a husband, and a father of three children. His mother taught Sunday school and his father was a church deacon. Three white men chained Byrd to the back of a pickup truck and dragged him for three miles. They spray-painted his face, urinated and defecated on him, and left his torso in front of a church. His body left a blood trail, and his remains were scattered in 81 places.

The men who killed Mr. Byrd knew him. He was comfortable enough to willingly enter their car, accepting an offer for a ride home. The police were able to track down and arrest the murderers because various items fell from the truck: a crescent wrench with the name “Berry” on the handle, which belonged to Shawn Berry, and a lighter which belonged to John King. The lighter read “KKK” on one side, and on the other side, King’s nickname, “Possum.”  

When I was young, armed with a love of history and a deep suspicion of authority, I was prepared to fight my father’s generation. I saw our greatest evils bound to nostalgia. I thought racism was tied up in fantasies about the Confederacy; that Old Jim Crow wouldn’t die of natural causes and had to be torn down “by hook or by crook,” “by any means necessary.” Now that I’ve travelled a few times around the sun, and I have my own children, who delight in mocking me, and consider the things I cherish outdated, I understand the strange melancholy that creeps in with middle age. I know things about the world I hope they never learn. I’ve tried to protect them, but now I fear I can’t. I know it’s certain death if I ever fear my sons or dismissed the potential of their generation.

James Byrd was 49 years old, a year older than I am now, and two of his three killers were 23. He was old enough to be their father. Dylan Roof was still just a boy when he walked into Mother Emanuel AME Church. He prayed with his elders, then preyed on them.

Image: John King’s lighter, found at the murder scene of James Byrd, Jr.

 

Writing Prompt

I grew up with a fear of dogs. There were a ton of stray dogs in my neighborhood; Pit bulls and Dobermans and Rottweilers, and I can’t count the number of afternoons one chased me home from school. I don’t know the science, but I imagine physiologically we experience fear differently. Even standing next to a puppy, I would clinch my stomach. I felt as if someone was poking me with an iron rod, and my palms would sweat.  

Yes, you guessed it: We recently adopted a black and white Labradoodle, named Pharaoh. It’s a long story, and sure, he’s “regal,” but I agreed because I noticed my sons were inheriting my fears. Sometimes I’ll forget we have a dog, then I’ll notice a broken bone in the middle of our living room floor, or a mangled tennis ball in the backyard.  

Here’s your assignment: Write about something you fear without naming it. Don’t face your fear directly. Forget that. Consider the reflection of Medusa in Perseus’s shield. Allow the poem to be a frame or a funhouse mirror for something terrifying. Don’t slay the dragon, but don’t adopt the damn thing either! Maybe this is an exercise in reclaiming power or empowering your peripheral vision. Good luck. 

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Amaud Jamaul Johnson

Amaud Jamaul Johnson

Amaud Jamaul Johnson is author of three poetry collections, Imperial Liquor,  Darktown Follies, and Red Summer. His honors include a Wallace Stegner Fellowship, a MacDowell Fellowship, the Dorset Prize, the Hurston/Wright Legacy Award, the Edna Muendt Poetry Award, and a Pushcart Prize. His poetry has appeared in American Poetry Review, Callaloo, Kenyon Review, Best American Poetry, The Southern Review, Narrative Magazine, Harvard Review, Crazyhorse, and elsewhere. He directs the MFA Program in Creative Writing at the University of Wisconsin-Madison, and is a member of the graduate poetry faculty at Warren Wilson College. More at https://amaudjamauljohnson.com/.