13 Ways of Nepantla

Fernando Trujillo

I was of three minds,Like a treeIn which there are three blackbirds.                                         —Wallace Stevens

[1]Throats thick with tobacco and mezcal.Reverberations of violence,ecstasies and transformations.Sizzle of nopales on the grill.[2]Roaming downtown EP after the OP,full of drink and the taste of men—noche de ronda, frightening awakea black dove before dawn.[3]En el instante of beingin two landstocayowas it loss you felt?Does a body crossingmark across the body?[Chorus]América America,brazos de aguaswinging from the boughs—del aire al aire thevaried carols I hear—[4]Tia abuela Ñeca rolls out risingballs of dough in Arizona,tortillas off the comal,dozens of fresh empanadas laidout for the sticky fingers of a childwho pledges allegiance to a flageach day in school.[5]Along the railroad trackone foot in front ofthe other on the rusted outrail beneath Mt Cristo Rey,pennies laid out, waitingfor the thrill of a roilingtingle as the train rushes by,flattening whatwas worth so littleto him.[6]A penny savedis a penny less of frijolesfor dinner,Tencha states,slaving over a stovetop,getting a college degree.[7]Young fleshFriday night in Juárez,delicious cumbia raízoff her hips,the beat shakes—Lupe cuttingup the dance floor.[Chorus]América America,brazos de aguaswinging from the boughs—del aire al aire thevaried carols I hear—[8]Sauce de cristal-formed timestone in the sun-old capital, son of Aztec and colonizerholding out a hand to touch its edge. Chingado nietode La Malinche reaching up to grasp for the meaningof blood hating blood in one vein.[9]I don’t like spics, says the brown boysitting at an overlook on Transmountain,I like that you look white;or,I don’t know why they sent her,the boss says,I’ve already met my quota.[10]On a cliffside bus,Veinte poemas in his lap,condor lazing among theheights above Iruya.[Chorus]América America,brazos de aguaswinging from the boughs—del aire al aire thevaried carols I hear—[11]A home made inthe pass between the mountains.[12]A 3 coo-weaved-counterpointat odds and in harmony,refusing to be caged.[13]She singssing to me, cántame.But I tell myself it really meanssing me to me.Make of me a song.[Chorus]América America,brazos de aguaswinging from the boughs-del aire al aire thevaried carols I hear—

Author’s Notes

1. The title/structure in inspired by, and the epigraph is from, Wallace Stevens’s “Thirteen Ways of Looking at a Blackbird.”
2. “del aire al aire the / varied carols I hear” is from Pablo Neruda’s “Alturas de Macchu Picchu” and Walt Whitman’s “I Hear America Singing.”
3. “Sauce de cristal” is from Octavio Paz’s “Piedra de sol.”

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Fernando Trujillo is a native of El Paso, TX. His chapbook 6 Lineage Poems, winner of the 2024 Robert Phillips Chapbook Prize, is forthcoming from Texas Review Press in February 2025. He is additionally the winner of Michigan Quarterly Review‘s 2024 Laurence Goldstein Prize in Poetry. His work has also appeared with such publications as The Cortland Review and Passages North. A desert rat, they are currently acclimating to the East Coast cold. They can be found online at instagram.com/ferniedelpaso.

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