I guess it’s too late to live on the farmI guess it’s too late to move to a farmI guess it’s too late to start farmingI guess it’s too late to begin farmingI guess we’ll never have a farmI guess we’re too old to do farmingI guess we couldn’t afford to buy a farm anywayI guess we’re not suited to being farmersI guess we’ll never have a farm nowI guess farming is not in the cards nowI guess Lewis wouldn’t make a good farmerI guess I can’t expect we’ll ever have a farm nowI guess I have to give up all my dreams of being a farmerI guess I’ll never be a farmer nowWe couldn’t get a farm anyway though Allen Ginsberg got one late in lifeMaybe someday I’ll have a big gardenI guess farming is really outFeeding the pigs and the chickens, walking between miles of rows of cropsI guess farming is just too difficultWe’ll never have a farmToo much work and still to be poetsWho are the farmer poetsWas there ever a poet who had a self-sufficient farmFlannery O’Connor raised peacocksAnd Wendell Berry has a farmFaulkner may have farmed a littleAnd Robert Frost had farmlandAnd someone told me Samuel Beckett farmedVery few poets are real farmersIf William Carlos Williams could be a doctor and Charlie Vermont too,Why not a poet who was also a farmerOf course there was Brook FarmAnd Virgil raised beesPerhaps some poets of the past were overseers of farmersI guess poets tend to live more momentarilyThan life on a farm would allowYou could never leave the farm to give a readingOr go to a lecture by Emerson in ConcordI don’t want to be a farmer but my mother was rightI should never have tried to rise out of the proletariatUnless I can convince myself as Satan argues with EveThat we are among a proletariat of poets of all the classesEach ill-paid and surviving on nothingOr on as little as one needs to surviveSteadfast as any farmer and fixed as the starsTenants of a vision we rent out endlessly
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“Essay” by Bernadette Mayer from THE GOLDEN BOOK OF WORDS by Bernadette Mayer. Copyright © 1978 by Bernadette Mayer. Reprinted by permission of New Directions Publishing Corp.
An avant-garde writer associated with the New York School of poets, Bernadette Mayer was born in Brooklyn, New York, and has spent most of her life in New York City. Her collections of poetry include Midwinter Day (1982, 1999), A Bernadette Mayer Reader (1992), The Desire of Mothers to Please Others in Letters (1994), Another Smashed Pinecone (1998), Poetry State Forest (2008), and Works and Days (2016), which was a National Book Critics Circle Award finalist.
This landmark early book by the late great Bernadette Mayer is finally available again. Mayer was a marvelous poet in every stage of her long and prolific writing life, but many fans especially relish her restless, powerful, sexy, and erudite early work.
"The poetry of Bernadette Mayer (1945-2022) is as whimsical and difficult as raising children, one of her main subjects... Mayer’s avant-garde, fragmentary language echoes the cacophony of a full house, or is it the other way around?"
—The New Yorker
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