Each shift in motion begins with one bird’s fear, a feather trigger.Maybe it’s a wind uptick or the startle of reflection in the Wadden Seathat sets the starlings’ murmuration. Millions, black in flight, in dance,in Denmark. A form of madness, the starlings chattering in a single voice.For love of Shakespeare, we speak starling, our mouths black with feathers.I want to dance. But you refuse to lead. Isn’t that a form of backstepping,of creating space between us? In the wingspan of distancefrom your body to mine, we could hold a lit candle or a child.The European starlings arrived in crates as a gift of improvementto the New World—a sonnet of birdsong released into Central Park.Word travels with speed. So, when you tell me you still love me,it wings past me. Say it again, louder. You know I’m a flight risk.Once, we found each other before a congregation, vowing unison.Last night, your body folded around mine. We slept like that as starlingsswept the night sky. Stunning you say, meaning the murmuration of birds—improbable beauty on an otherwise ordinary day.
Even Now After All These Years
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“Even Now After All These Years” from TIC TIC TIC.
Published by Cornerstone Press on September 16, 2025.
Copyright © 2025 by Heidi Seaborn.
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Heidi Seaborn is the author of three books of poetry: tic tic tic (Cornerstone, 2025), An Insomniac’s Slumber Party with Marilyn Monroe, Give a Girl Chaos, and three chapbooks. She’s won numerous awards including The Missouri Review Editors Prize in Poetry. Heidi is Executive Editor of The Adroit Journal and holds degrees from Stanford and New York University. heidiseabornpoet.com
Stevens Point, Wisconsin
University of Wisconsin Stevens Point
More than testimonial, the poems in tic tic tic bring to our age of volatility and urgent moral questions, a clear-sightedness owed to Seaborn's Eliotic sense of history and rich literary knowledge. tic tic tic gently and magically reorients our eyes, turns us toward the light of awareness where language is action.
—Major Jackson, author of Razzle Dazzle
"Beautifully, movingly tracks and enacts an accelerating motion of insight through the inner and outer seasons of these challenging times."
—Arthur Sze, author of Into the Hush
—Diana Khoi Nguyen, author of Root Fractures
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