Salute to Walt Whitman (excerpt)

Fernando Pessoa
Translated from the Portuguese by Margaret Jull Costa & Patricio Ferrari

Wherever I am not the first, I would prefer to be nothing, just not to be there at all,Wherever I cannot be the first to take action, I prefer to watch others act.Wherever I cannot be in command, I would prefer not even to obey.I am so excessive in my desire for everything, so excessive that I never falter,And I never do falter, because I never even try.“All or Nothing” has a special meaning for me.But I cannot be universal because I am individual.I cannot be everyone because I am One, only one, only me.I cannot be the first in anything, because there is no first.I therefore prefer the nothing of being only that being nothing.When does the last train leave, Walt?I want to leave this city, the Earth,I want to leave the country of Me once and for all,To leave the world like a self-confessed failure,Like a traveling salesman selling ships to people who live far from the sea.To the scrapyard with all the broken-down engines!What did my existence ever amount to? A great, futile longing—The sterile realization of an impossible fate—A mad inventor’s attempt to build a perpetual motion machine,An obsessive’s theorem for squaring the circle,Or for swimming the Atlantic without leaving the shoreOr even getting into the water, just by looking and calculating,Throwing stones at the moon,An absurd longing for the parallel lines of God and life to meet.Megalomania of the nerves,My stiff body’s longing to grow limber,My physical self’s fury because it isn’t the be-all-and-end-allSensuality’s vehicle of abstract enthusiasmThe dynamic vacuum of the world.Let’s get away from Existing!Let’s leave, once and for all and for ever, the village of Life,The suburb of God’s WorldAnd plunge into the city, impulsively,Recklessly, crazily Going . . .Let’s leave once and for all.When does the last train leave for your place, Walt?What kind of God was I that my nostalgia should turn into such longings?Perhaps by leaving, I’ll return. Perhaps by ending, I’ll arrive.Who knows? Any moment could be the right moment. Let’s go,Come on! To stay is to delay. To leave is to have left already.Let’s leave for wherever you might be.Oh, to stay in a place where there-is-no-staying!A terminus where there are No-Stops!

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Fernando Pessoa (1888–1935), the Portuguese poet, fiction writer, literary critic, and translator, is widely regarded as one of the most significant literary figures of the 20th century. After nearly a decade in Durban, South Africa (1895–1905), he returned to his native Lisbon at age 17, where he went on to create one of the most extraordinarily diverse bodies of work in Western literature. By the time of his death at 47, Pessoa had conceived nearly 140 fictional alter egos—what he later termed heteronyms—through whom he wrote poetry and prose. Among them were Karl P. Effield, Charles Robert Anon, Alexander Search, Jean Seul de Méluret, Vicente Guedes, Frederick Wyatt, and many others. Of these, three stand out: Alberto Caeiro, regarded as the central figure of the poetic constellation, and Ricardo Reis and Álvaro de Campos, both of whom—along with Pessoa himself considered Caeiro their literary master. Outside Portugal, Pessoa is best known for Livro do Desassossego (The Book of Disquiet), a fragmentary, posthumously published work written in Portuguese and first released in 1982. A foreign correspondent for commercial firms and an active contributor and editor for several Portuguese literary journals, Pessoa left behind a vast, multilingual oeuvre in Portuguese, English, and French—that continues to be edited, translated, and studied worldwide. He wrote his final line in English, the language of his formative years, just one day before his death in late 1935: “I know not what to-morrow will bring.”
 
Álvaro de Campos is one of the major heteronyms created by Portugal’s greatest modernist writer, Fernando Pessoa. According to his fictional biography, Campos was born in Tavira (Algarve) in 1890 and studied mechanical engineering in Glasgow, Scotland—though he never completed his degree. Orphaned at an early age, he traveled to the East in his twenties, where he became an opium addict, much like the Portuguese symbolist poet Camilo Pessanha (1867–1926). Upon returning to Portugal, during a visit to the Ribatejo province, Campos encountered Alberto Caeiro, the revered master of Pessoa’s poetic constellation. A dandy and flâneur, Campos read Blake, Whitman, and Nietzsche, among others. In his own fictional time, he was both celebrated and reviled for his vociferous verse—marked by Whitmanian cadences, exultations of modernity and technology, and a polemical stance toward industrial civilization. His voice also extended into manifestos, interviews, and essays. Among his most notable works are “Ode Marítima” [Maritime Ode], “Ultimatum,” and “Tabacaria” [The Tobacconist’s Shop], all published during Pessoa’s lifetime. Fernando Pessoa never ‘ended’ Campos’s life—ensuring this heteronym would outlive his creator, who died in 1935.

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Ferrari's photo is by Melanie Willett

Margaret Jull Costa has been a translator for over thirty years and has translated the works of many Spanish and Portuguese writers, including novelists Javier Marías, José Saramago, Bernardo Atxaga, Maria Judite de Carvalho and Eça de Queirós, as well as poets Fernando Pessoa, Sophia de Mello Breyner Andresen, Mário de Sá-Carneiro, and Ana Luísa Amaral. Her work has brought her many prizes, among them, in 1997, the International IMPAC Literary Award, for A Heart So White by Javier Marías; in 2008, the PEN Book-of-the-Month-Club Translation Prize and the Oxford Weidenfeld Translation Prize, for The Maias by Eça de Queirós; and, in 2018, the Premio Valle-Inclán for On the Edge by Rafael Chirbes. In 2014, she was awarded an OBE for services to literature, and, in 2018, the Ordem Infante D. Henrique from the Portuguese government and a Lifetime Award for Excellence in Translation from the Queen Sofia Spanish Institute, New York.

Patricio Ferrari (polyglot poet, translator, editor) is an Argentine-Italian whose journey across continents and languages began at sixteen. He earned a Ph.D. in Linguistics from the University of Lisbon and held a postdoctoral fellowship at Brown University, where he transcribed selections of Fernando Pessoa’s unpublished English poetry. In 2025, he was awarded the Fence Modern Poets Series Prize for Mud Songs, the first volume of Elsehere—a multilingual trilogy exploring how each language’s sounds, structures, and meanings shape identity. Ferrari calls this heterophony: the embodiment of another self through an adopted tongue. His translations for New Directions include works by Pessoa and Alejandra Pizarnik. He teaches in the MFA Program at Sarah Lawrence College.

Álvaro de Campos is one of the most influential heteronyms created by Portugal’s great modernist writer Fernando Pessoa. According to Pessoa, Campos was born in Tavira (Algarve) in 1890 and studied mechanical engineering in Glasgow, although he never managed to complete his degree. In his own day, Campos was celebrated—and slandered—for his vociferous poetry imbued with a Whitman-inspired free verse, his praise of the rise of technology, and his polemical views that appeared in manifestos, interviews, and essays. Here in Margaret Jull Costa and Patricio Ferrari’s translations are the complete poems of Campos. This edition is based on the Portuguese Tinta-da-china edition and includes an illuminating introduction about Campos by the Portuguese editors Jerónimo Pizarro and Antonio Cardiello, facsimiles of original manuscripts, and a generous selection of Campos’s prose texts.

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