If I use cellophane and diazotypeI just might disintegrate.
This isn’t a diary entry or proof.I don’t remember.
But there are photographs.
Then, the film goes blank.
The elsewhere of deathIts blindingWhite salve—
If I use cellophane and diazotypeI just might disintegrate.
This isn’t a diary entry or proof.I don’t remember.
But there are photographs.
Then, the film goes blank.
The elsewhere of deathIts blindingWhite salve—
“Snow Diary” from Dregs © 2018 by Cynthia Cruz.
Appears with the permission of Four Way Books.
All rights reserved.
Cynthia Cruz is the author of five collections of poetry, including four with Four Way Books: The Glimmering Room (2012), Wunderkammer (2014), and How the End Begins (2016). Cruz has received fellowships from Yaddo and the MacDowell Colony as well as a Hodder Fellowship from Princeton University. She has an MFA from Sarah Lawrence College in writing and an MFA in Art Criticism & Writing from the School of Visual Arts. Cruz is currently pursuing a PhD in German Studies at Rutgers University. She teaches at Sarah Lawrence College.
“in the word-world of Cynthia Cruz, the smallest apertures open on the largest of events; to see the future one must peer through lorgnettes, needle-eyes, ever smaller and more ornate holes. ‘The small blue magic / plastic transistor’ plays ‘all winter’ in the hotel room poised on the abyss. Cruz elicits the charming fatality of cosmos-as-quirk, quark-as-rush-of-doom, and reminds us that the lyric itself, however slender, is a splendid and deadly elixir.”
— Joyelle McSweeney
With your support, we make reading the best contemporary poetry a treasured daily experience. Consider a contribution today.

It is only because of individuals like you that we are able to promote contemporary poets, translators, presses, and journals each and every day. A gift of any amount right now will enable us to continue our mission.

Subscribe to our daily newsletter. Receive Today’s Poem, poetry News, and other special features via email.