Still Life with Turkey
The turkey’s strung up by one pronged foot,
the cord binding it just below the stiff trinity
of toes, each with its cold bent claw. My eyesare in love with it as they are in love with all
dead things that cannot escape being looked at.
It is there to be seen if I want to see it, as myfather was there in his black casket and could not
elude our gaze. I was a child so they asked
if I wanted to see him. “Do you want to see him?”someone asked. Was it my mother? Grandmother?
Some poor woman was stuck with the job.
“He doesn’t look like himself,” whoever-it-wasadded. “They did something strange with his mouth.”
As I write this, a large moth flutters against
the window. It presses its fat thorax to the glass.“No,” I said, “I don’t want to see him.” I don’t recall
if I secretly wanted them to open the box for me
but thought that “no” was the correct response,or if I believed I should want to see him but was
too afraid of what they’d done with his mouth.
I think I assumed that my seeing him wouldmake things worse for my mother, and she was all
I had. Now I can’t get enough of seeing, as if I’m paying
a sort of penance for not seeing then, and sothis turkey, hanged, its small, raw-looking head,
which reminds me of the first fully naked man
I ever saw, when I was a candy striperat a sort of nursing home, he was a war veteran,
young, burbling crazily, his face and body red
as something scalded. I didn’t want to see,and yet I saw. But the turkey, I am in love with it,
its saggy neck folds, the rippling, variegated
feathers, the crook of its unbound foot,and the glorious wings, archangelic, spread
as if it could take flight, but down,
downward, into the earth.
Copyright © 2019 by Diane Seuss.
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Reproduced by Poetry Daily with permission.
Diane Seuss is the author of three previous collections of poetry, Four-Legged Girl, a finalist for the Pulitzer Prize, Wolf Lake, White Gown Blown Open, winner of the Juniper Prize, and It Blows You Hollow. Seuss was Writer in Residence at Kalamazoo College for many years, where she received the Florence J. Lucasse Fellowship for both teaching and scholarship. Seuss has lived in Cincinnati and New York City, but she circled back to Michigan, where she was raised on the state line.
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