We Came Here to Get Away from You

Donika Kelly

Port Townsend, Washington

Downhill, a skeleton of an orcasuspended: a female beached; belly full,at that time, of seal and fish; the seal and fishfull, at that time of poison. The volunteer,white bob, soft face, knew too the desireto see a body—its echoes—suspended.Hope, the name given to a dead whale oncelocated by clicks and whistles in echoin inlet in open sea. The volunteertells me she visited the National Museumof African American History and Culture,says, The saddest part, to me,the Emmett Till—do you know him?—exhibit.The whale, killer, weakened by a scaffoldof old poison: DDT, PCBs,which no prey can process but holds in its fatits tissues its soft parts. See her Southernscaffold: Mississippi, Alabama,Georgia. See, I hadn’t thought to thinkof him here, under the reconstructedskeleton I had come to see, and onceseen, to mourn. She wanted to stand overhis bones, his grave on her bucket list.She pushed into me her desire,the sound surfacing what had, long ago,leached into my softest parts. I wantedto hold her shoulders, vomit into her mouththis water full of dead or dying,to fill her with a little knowing,change her, heavy her, let the knowing washher into the Salish at low tide, past driftwoodand eel grass, hope a warning at her back.

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Donika Kelly is the author of The Natural Order of Things, The Renunciations and Bestiary. A recipient of a fellowship from the National Endowment for the Arts, she is a Cave Canem graduate fellow and Pushcart Prize winner. She teaches creative writing at the University of Iowa.

What does a life look like on the other side of survival, and can the one who survived come to recognize that she did?
 
Donika Kelly’s poetry is known for its resonant, unflinching confrontations with trauma and inheritance, translated through myth and nature. The Natural Order of Things expands these explorations into a new realm: one defined by joy and connection. It is an ode to companionship with people, animals, and our planet, and reveals the reparative power of intimacy. In poems inventive, playful, and formally nimble, Kelly pays homage to the voices and people she comes from, the songs of her lineage. Other poems follow the early stirrings of love to erotic transcendence with the lover and the self. Throughout, Kelly finds mirror and marvel in nature, art, and precious friendships. Though it once seemed impossible, she realizes a surprising place for herself, a rightness in the larger world.
 
The Natural Order of Things is a brilliant and moving book, one that reaches toward equilibrium and something like happiness.

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