The little fly you squashed and put into the ashtray—how it walked out later that same day, bold asyou like across the carpet, cold-shouldering yourbotched attempt at homicide with the aloofness of ahired gun to the extent you broke into guffaws thenfell, stricken, to your knees and sobbed, forgivingevery one of your murderous intentions, forgivingyourself, letting the patch of sun claim its prize.
Lazarus
Claudine Toutoungi
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“Lazarus” from EMOTIONAL SUPPORT HORSE: by Claudine Toutoungi.
Published by Carcanet Press on October 31, 2024.
Copyright © 2024 by Claudine Toutoungi.
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Claudine Toutoungi is a poet and dramatist, whose poetry collections with Carcanet Press are Smoothie (2017), Two Tongues (2020 Winner – Ledbury Munthe Poetry Prize) and Emotional Support Horse (2024 Longlisted for the Jhalak Prize ‘A strain of impish humour underwrites the poems… neatly balanced by gut-wrenching, affective beauty,’ – Vona Groarke, The Irish Times). Claudine’s poems have appeared in Poetry, The Poetry Review, PN Review, The Guardian, The New Statesman, Granta, The Financial Times and elsewhere. As a performer, Claudine contributes regularly to festivals and events across the UK and beyond. Her new audio dramatisation of Jane Austen’s Sense and Sensibility airs this December on BBC Radio 4. She is a recipient of the Royal Society of Literature’s 2025 Scriptorium Award.
Manchester, Greater Manchester
England
Emotional Support Horse tracks the tragicomedy of grief, and out of low vision, bereavement and eco-stress blends poems of startling wit, verve and solace.
"Hers is an endlessly supple, surprising voice, one in which a poem might—at any moment—either burst into tears or erupt into guffaws, but in both cases there is the undercurrent of serious play, the 'authority of sadness', in Larkin's phrase, behind the pratfalls or surreal metaphor building. Toutoungi pulls off the difficult tightrope act of plangency and cheerfulness."
—Declan Ryan, The Tablet
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