Belly Nuh Fi Round Only Batty

Courtney Conrad

Granny’s recipes stick to our fingers like wet flour.I am short and chunky like a baby carrot, pryingfried dumplings from Mama to soak up cornmeal porridge.Half a tin of condensed milk twirls me like a swift whisk.Uncle walks away with two feet. Returns home with one.Aunty is a falling jackfruit. Mama rushes to pinch her batty jawfor the needle’s prick. Lunchtime widens my mouth to servechicken foot soup and cherry Kool-Aid with ten teaspoons of brown sugar.An empty plate and a belch create space. I tug on Mama’s apron, not to playgames on her phone but for a molehill of sweet potato pudding.Dinner swims in a pool of oil. Around the table, Aunty and Unclelook at my older sister and says, Long Belly,boys nuh wah nobody weh shape like fridge. Yuh a guh dead anyway,betta yuh sweeten a bwoy tongue before di cemetery dirt.

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Courtney Conrad is an award-winning poet born and raised in Jamaica and currently based in London. Migrating from Kingston as a teenager, Courtney’s poetry interlaces subversive diasporic image, national political commentary and shatteringly personal narrative. Her poetry seeks to sensitively archive the political corruption and violence she witnessed as a young girl in Jamaica in the wake of its colonial subjugation under the British Empire. Courtney is unflinching in her attempts to uniquely capture the vibrance and violence of her experiences in the UK and Jamaica. Her poem thematics stretch across state and gender-based violence, delicate love vignettes, religion, raw bodily introspection and lush cultural memorabilia that reimagine the warmth and blood of both her homes. Courtney holds a BA and two MA degrees. She is currently working on her debut collection.

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