We didn’t come here to be us. We came here to be like you. Ma and Ba paid money to come and my brother and I left our homework undone. There was no upheaval or war. And just like that we were here like you but it was unclear if we were anything alike. We didn’t tan like you. We didn’t entertain like you. We didn’t tango-skate like you in those tango outfits like yours. Here we came to be. There we worshipped your alphabets and movie stars and french fries. We longed to be like you while we were most likely just being ourselves. And just like that we liked you and we liked to think you liked us, too. After all, Ma and Ba paid a price to come and my brother and I played our parts to stay.
In Hindsight
Tiffany Hsieh
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“In Hindsight” from PORK FLUFF: by Tiffany Hsieh.
Published by Sundress Publications on April 8, 2025.
Copyright © 2025 by Tiffany Hsieh.
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Tiffany Hsieh was born in Taiwan and moved to Canada at the age of fourteen. She is the author of the micro chapbook Little Red (Quarter Press) and her work has appeared in The Los Angeles Review, The Malahat Review, Passages North, The Penn Review, Quarter After Eight, and the Best Microfiction anthology among other places. She lives in Kingston, Ontario.
Pork Fluff, the debut collection of prose poetry by Tiffany Hsieh, takes readers on a journey of exploration through the speaker’s experience and reflection as an immigrant from Taiwan in Canada. Delivered in a voice that is unapologetically candid, genuine, and witty, Pork Fluff tackles life and all its tangled-up complexity and mundanity—a life made all the more intricate by the transition between the speaker’s two worlds. In the old world, where “the only people who still eat pork fat in Taiwan are the poor people,” an ah-ma “snores at night and farts during the day.” In the new world, where girls “get those nice calves with toned muscles,” a man “considers not tipping the way Chinese people consider not tipping in Chinese restaurants.” Through examining identity, self, family, community, and home, Pork Fluff prods deep into the struggles of the in-between: part belonging, part un-belonging. Just when “Ma and Ba paid a price to come and my brother and I we played our parts to stay,” everyone is also just “a sleep away from being blown across the ocean back to where they came from.”
"Delicate as a row of braised eggs, the hybrid poems of Tiffany Hsieh’s Pork Fluff rapid-successions us through the language of love via extracting the truth. Hsieh’s speaker is a poetic acrobat who, in every lyric, guts us hard at that 75%-to-end mark, fisheye-Volta-ing into a typhoon of language, changing the calculations of life. Then we get resonance. We get confrontation. We get that honest tenderness holding us, begging us to change our course of thought and action towards resilience and permanence. I give this collection a million metaphorical bucks and all my bok choy love."
—Dorothy Chan, author of Return of the Chinese Femme
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