Sleeper

Krisztina Tóth
Translated from the Hungarian by George Szirtes

Where have you been, Sleeper, tell us about the serverthat transmits such shaky images across the foggy water,were you a seagull, did the precarious dream ofclinging to a mast seek you on some guano-covered cliff,and were you dizzy, as you never had been beforeso you saw how it was no use, that earth was no morethan the slippery minute, a cloakroom of woods and bodies,a roar in a colonnade you must cross fully awake however unsteadythe way, could you see it as from above, a gorge compoundedof a single cry, tell us, Sleeper, what is it that is suspendedabove the mountain, under the breathing sky and how light movesthrough the huge pink cloud of the lungs, how the cuts and groovesof the mouth gurgle with foam and how the stalactiteof the uvula sparkles in the dripping valley of the throat,and further still what images are etched by salt, lime and ice,how earth is just a folded map, how God stares into the pit of the eye,tell us what water says and what is slopping in the ranks of waves,what are the creatures buzzing, and does it hurt when they weaveand change shape, when naked gooseflesh under fur gone coldand dropped feathers throbs, screams, quivers and is calledby name, where have you been Sleeper, recount your flimsy,whirlpool dreams of oil-slicked seas and seventeen tons of greasyhair, tell us of wounds still smoking on earth scarred with fire,give us aerial views of bridges like white stitches and of tighttwists of fate, the intricate fingerprints of winding highwayson a well-thumbed world as you swim past the breakwater of estates,show us, Sleeper, the shadow island of fishes and large shipsand how the dead set out in search of other forms of life for fellowship,how the tides of the sky rock the buoys of the stars, how they all fall away,how vapour is ground down to breath, and how the blue light swayson creaking chains and twilight, then swims on, its heavy metal seepinginto mud, and tell us of the corridors you passed through while sleeping,how many vast spaces you crossed, and how the secret moment becomesa door and what it’s like to step into such cold, unlit fiefdoms,does anything remain, do you recall the foam of your life, think back,do you carry your fate like the slow flow of the corpse in a sack,does the noisy past roll past you on its carpet in your occasional presenceor are you talking to the ocean through a thousand years of silence,repeating what the radar of your brief life enabled you to witnesstell us little pulse box, will the soul sink into depths above usor will it spin and billow like a bladder of light, understanding nothing,blind, transparent, a never decomposing, murderous thing,an empty flask of pills, doomed to roam the sky’s thin covering?

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Born in 1967, Krisztina Tóth is one of the most popular and best known Central European authors, and the recipient of numerous awards. She studied sculpting and literature in Budapest, spending two years in Paris during her university years. She has published nine books of poetry and ten books of prose to date as well as 24 books for children. In 2015, her novel Aquarium featured on the shortlist of the German Internationaler Literaturpreis. Her works have been translated into 25 languages; her novels, short stories and poems can be read in German, French, English, Polish, Finnish, Swedish, Czech and Spanish, among others. Her bestselling short novel Eye of the Monkey was published in Hungary in 2023; an English translation was published by Seven Stories Press (Penguin Random House) in the US in October 2025. The first book of her poetry in English translation, My Secret Life: Selected Poems, translated by George Szirtes, was published by Bloodaxe in February 2025 and was shortlisted for the Warwick Prize for Women in Translation 2025.

George Szirtes was born in Hungary, came to England as a refugee and trained as an artist. His twelfth book of poem, Reel (2004) won the T S Eliot Prize for which he has been twice shortlisted since. His latest is Fresh Out of the Sky (2021). His memoir The Photographer at Sixteen (2019) was awarded the James Tait Black Prize in 2020. He is a co-winner of the International Booker translator’s prize, as well as of numerous others. His book for children, In the Land of Giants (2015) won the CLPE Prize for best book of poetry for children and he received The King’s Gold Medal for Poetry in 2024. His own books have been translated into various languages including Italian, German, Chinese, Romanian and Hungarian. He has been a Fellow of the Royal Society of Literature since 1982.

My Secret Life is the first book of Krisztina Tóth’s poetry in English translation. The poems were selected by her from five of her nine published collections, with the addition of some new or previously uncollected poems. 

"Her work has the nervous energy of the times but is shaped by a deep and disciplined intelligence. Her subjects are invariably human. They are concerned with love, family, friendship, loss, and a kind of existential disaffection. Tragic in one sense but ever inventive, full of life’s minute yet highly resonant particulars, they seem to extend into an almost cinematic narrative about the cruelties of factory farming, murder, ageing, the treatment of women as sex toys and death itself. She is a bravura formalist when she needs to be. Her vigour and scope are enormous."
–George Szirtes

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