The Spanish Trail Motel/Who the Captain Is

Gabriel Palacios

I buckle my baby go decoratemy best friend’s grave                (is thisa blues)I buckle my babyDecorate my best friend’s graveThis ancestor woman, my friend, even my child—They weigh less than a pulseof waning mineshaft light,a wind that writes its gossip on the fill dirt:YouAnd you could ask somebody, say, a soulin circumstance of tumble,help me memorizethese fossil cybernetics?Are we born with all that branchwork preinstalled?How fatalisticwho the captain iswho chokes to death alone on scrambled eggsStill joy for me in stretching out the telescopewhat’s sung for the corner of a room we’ll leavedutifully having sorted recyclables crosseyedlike the bearded early chemistshaving clutched to heart whole shopping bags of medicineto eternalize one puffy avatar of meIt’s a season—what is left;what’s good—you’re said to have to cross

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Gabriel Palacios is a writer, musician, and college writing instructor. He is the author of A Ten Peso Burial For Which Truth I Sign, published in 2024 by Fonograf Editions. His most recent work appears in New Sinews, Poetry Northwest, and Action, Spectacle.

"When someone asks me what a poet is, I answer: the one who changes (is changing) the definition of what a poet is. Gabriel Palacios, for example: he’s an urban archeologist, hauntologist, holographer, oral cartographer, de-mosaicist, muralist, and all of these as a poet. A Ten Peso Burial is the evidence. It is both a book-length mural being painted on something that is always moving (i.e. constant traffic), and the study, years later, of that mural, through the scraping away of its faded mask to reveal the neon historama underneath, still in the process of being painted."
–Brandon Shimoda

"A Ten Peso Burial For Which Truth I Sign defies containment, resists explanation. Palacios writes from within the blink, in the glitched dark of eternal betweens, with the entwined laughters of engine oil & etymology. Codes of language switch with the muscle-memory of glitter, so words evolve into music right there on the page, spit onto the skin of your wrists to dry in the breath of the motel’s air conditioning. A Ten Peso Burial for which Truth I Sign is for everyone who gives a shit about what poetry can say that words cannot say."
–Mathias Svalina

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