I dreamed the word for a splinter between weft and warpIt came from Old GermanI saw it in the frameof the pre-loaded dictionarya ß broke in in the middleThe dream went no furtherthan the bounds of the windowwhich bore a faint gingham checkas in a screen seen through a lensWherever there’s a surfacea quarry, a gashHow to addressthe thing at which one is lookingas across the centuriestext takes you in
I Dreamed a Word That Meant a Break in the Weaving
Allyson Paty
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“I Dreamed a Word That Meant a Break in the Weaving” from Jalousie, by Allyson Paty,
published by Tupelo Press, April 2025
Copyright © 2025 Allyson Paty.
Allyson Paty is the author of Jalousie (Tupelo Press, 2025), winner of the 2023 Berkshire Prize, and several chapbooks, most recently Five O’clock on the Shore (above/ground press, 2019). Recent publications include poems in Denver Quarterly and Denver Quarterly’s FIVES, Fence, Poetry, The Recluse, and The Yale Review, and nonfiction in The Baffler. A 2017 NYSCA/NYFA Artist Fellow in Poetry and a participant in the Lower Manhattan Cultural Council’s 2017-2018 Workspace Program, Allyson Paty is co-founding editor of Singing Saw Press. She works and teaches at NYU Gallatin and with NYU’s Prison Education Program.
The “I-centered,” first person, yet experimental poems in Jalousie explore the ways in which expression of the deeply personal experience is both dictated to and altered by rigid societal expectations. The speaker of these highly personal poems can’t help but view language as a historical artifact, the DNA of past worlds, as these poems delve into the complexities of sorting out one’s individual identity amid broader cultural contexts. Paty’s poems attempt to connect the personal, private, intimate persona with elements that are always external—external not only to this poet but to every person.
These poems seek to capture fleeting moments of personal connection despite the impossibility of language, the societal dictates of gender roles, the pressures of making a living, the inexorable march of time, and the bewildering strangeness of architectural spaces. At the heart of this collection is “Premise,” an extensive poem that weaves in detours through the history of New York City, themes of discard, references to Bruegel’s “Wedding Dance,” and discussions on representation and memory. The book also contains three full-color illustrations which augment the poet’s themes and concerns.
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